mushroom

2005-08-10T21:59:00.000-07:00

JUIDUI SUPERSTAR~

if u haven start watchin den do so now!! cos even my grandma is watching.. derrick veri cute lorrs.. (( not e 3e4)) he's action all so sha sha one.. hahs. den kelvin. use another point of view treat tt he is not blind.. he's singing really veri nice =)) why everyone must remember e point dat he's blind?? its just blind nuthin big deal.. so stop feeling pity ferr him. derrick WOOHOO. GO ALL E WAY ~ junyang.. erm not realli interested. he's abit blockhead.. ((abit china))

BLOGSKIN..
its dolyce's old one.. and i lost everything.. yupp.. all tagboard etc.. so ppl wun be able to scold me act cute or wat.. i like e other blogskin but i cant put it up i dunno why.. hmm.. but tis perfectly suit me. just like how dolyce felt tat time but im feeling worst ~ haiz. sucky life aye?? we are just a bunch of teenagers tat fail maths and got into e last class.. and now we being look down upoon.. and some got a whole load of family problems while some got love problems,, soem just cant accept e fact tt dey are in e last class.. and some just are dey alive anyway??

FRIENDS
get away... from my life.. no.. u are no longer a friend just a team-mate.. my friends.. dey are nice to me.. and i love em alot.. not like euu.. always bringing me alot problems.. your stinky attitude. i cant stand any longer.. no more...

SCHOOL
dun feel like going..euu dun have o see my disgusting my face and hear dat disgusting voice =)) dun wanna see him ((i guess)) nah~ i didnt study for geog test.. and art haven do not forgetting chinese cut out.. WHEE. all e holidays wat was i doing?? i just dun like to go forr a test not prepared. dat feeling sure is terrible make euu feel like euu are very bad. its e feeling like "euu-haven-done-ur-best" get it?? which will make me feel like i have done something bad.. like in my mind something sayin to me HAIYO why euu like tat... haiz.. wat e hell?? im nuts.. its just a test a test ~
read some of my posts.. pretty sian.. hahs.. (( sowee )) im boring wat.. hahs. haiz...

i smiled when i was feeling sad.. is dat betraying ur own feelings???

get lost. i hate u. haiz. dun stead if u dun truly like dat person.

numb...

i wanna use my whole life to love euu...

throw away my brain.. it rusted. haiz.

scram running away now.

pinkie#0o2

2005-08-10T03:09:00.000-07:00

fireworks fireworks ~

yeahs. i just went to watch fireworks. so fun.. with my family n cousins. so fun. hahas. sure is beauitful..

all e money we taxed on to do this every year. worth it. hahs. =)) when we reach there dere is alot of ppl.. like i guess everyone is here??

when e president arrive (( i mean from e screen)) i was q-ing up for my ice kachang with my sister..

hahas.. den we when its e thingy is over dey sing song

my 5-yr old cousin is e onli veri participating singaporean i guess..

den time drag on ~ sun sets. beautiful.. den ants bite..

den finally someone say AND NOW THE FIREWORKS den almost e whole field of ppl stand up den everyone was like YEAH FINALLY WHEE~ den i held on to my phone and many other

some with video-cams etc.. 5 mins ... 10 mins... lets reach out for e skies ... blah blah den .... with dreams we soar up high ... la la la ... POOM POOM POOM ((fireworks)) thanks God i no heart attack.

den cool i took video. everyone very cooperative even better than when singing e songs dey go WOW WAA WHOA when every fireworks come out...

hahas.. i was busy videoing e fireworks with my handphone

whee... nice.. veri mei li.. its veri beautiful but veri short

i like e last part e golden shower but i forgot to took it down cos i was like WHAA ~ den POOM gone..

then when e fireworks finish everyone take bags wear shoe walk walk go already

POOM POOM second part of fireworks cum. diao -_-" hahs.. cool lors.. den i took it down tis time reaction faster

BUT

wat e hell no more space storage full.

den we walk walk at 1st e field is like full cannot walk den fireworks finish?? think can build like 3 basketball courts,...

den when we cross e road JAYWALKING den dere is a man to control e traffic

den he's like shouting for ur own safety dun cross 1st. den my mum grab me and my sister we run

den a police car pass by BEEP BEEP den e red & blue light shine at us malu.. hahas.

but fun first time kana beep by police car..

den go coffeeshop to makan. pai say lorrs i playin with my cousins den we play wat shit like catching ,hide and seek den my 5-yr old cousin force us listen to his story.. hahas..

got home..

got haunted by jeremy and wai hong

kp calling den forced me to go down to chat with dem..

of course cannot right?? my father is watching tv lehs.

den haunt haunt haunt finally give up. hahs. bo liaos. nuthin better to do lorrs tis ppl.. hahas. =X

hmmm..

tis yr i manage to watch e fireworks afterall aye?? cheer up pierre?? think of e fireworks ~

Siying weng yan pierre get well soon otaes. haiz..

i think he must be watching fireworks with her bahs??

haiz =((

hmmm.. love is just like fireworks beautiful but short ``

agree?? haiz.. probabli ferr some of u

u might wanna be with him//her forever

but are u sure she's ready to be with u forever??

ppl marry getting divorce, haiz.

hmmm.. i guess im sort of those dat believe in [[ bu zai hu tian zhang de jo , zhi zai hu cen jing yong youu.]]

ya ya it maybe old-fashion but its true. dun think bout how long this relationship is gonna be or it had being think of e times u were together and how happy etc... get it??

always look on e bright side of life ta la ta la la la la ~

eh trying to teach ppl to look on bright side den myself??

hahas.told dolyce i was like quite numb when i noe he got stead cos i got this feeling he wun stead too long.. not cursing or wat its just tat he is always like not serious?? cos its not e gal he like ferr 2 years so i guess he's like anyhow stead onli. why am i talking bout him again?? haiz. watever ~

cheer up =)) hahs. mushroom power ^^

[[ learn to stand up n continue life]]

pinkie#0o2

2005-08-09T00:00:00.000-07:00

happy birthday Singapore =) ~**

Let's reach out for e skies
with wings we soar up high
Our dreams we'll all achieve
We'll make our destiny

Let's reach out for e skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we'll all achieve
Let's soar and reach for the skies ~

2005-08-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. im not sure if u all can read tis cos my blog abit sot sot le.

today is fun. hahs.

```meet angelina and jovene go skul together~ take 34. angelina gave me e monkey dat i commented it was cute *sweet*

early morning wasted alot of time at TPS singing listening to yaowen ((tampines idols)) sing hahahs dey quite pitiful lorrs e mic is like WHOOT wonderful lorrs.... den we veri baichi sway sway e hands -_-" hahas. great lars.

wHee he sat at my back direct view.

he oso wear red shirt veri sporting right??

hahas. siao?

market day~

at 1st our class like -_-" veri sian cos like no one cum our stall. den got some classmate kp pour cold water.. ((nt happi den scram))no loud music,

no gals out dere to pull guys...

no nice decorations jus quitely sit dere.

den we started gettin alot ppl..dey came themselves..

fun balloon making. HAHS. den heard dat dey beaten Qi han le. *haiZ* lame. den saw Nick moving flowerpots den laughed at him den walked away hahas.((lame)) den i make balloons until my hand blister lehs. den wuman piggyback me from canteen to hall. imagine a 49kg piggyback a 50kg.WHOOt~

i'll skip all details bout e forcing me to buy stuffs & all e nonsense cookies blah.. etc... but i love 3e1's marshmallow & chocolate... but its fattening..hahas..

after skuL ~

actualli angelina pei us go watch movie den .... something happen. den me sharon chong geraldine dolyce go watch CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY. wasted $8.. but i saw him WHOOT~ hahas. so happi. he with eric and some chio bu lars. guess wat cotton candy is make of sheep... and lollipops are sticks of cavity. hahas. like -_-" right?? den imagine man u reach into tv den can eat e chocolate.. shiok!!.... hahas. but abit too fattening le right?? i think tis movie is sort of like teletubies...

O.. b4 e movie we at century square walk walk.. den too free we go eat prata den we " o-ya-peh-ya-somp" to see who lose den cant eat den take turns i keep losing lars!

hahas. den after tat we walk watch some VCDS shops..

den geraldine kp commenting she like tis n tat den i say

"is dere sumthing u dun like!" den dere is a guy holding to a narutor disc den geraldine say veri loud pointing to e disc " DERE i HATE TIS" den dat guy turn look at us den we pai say until siao.. hahas. stupid gerladine. den guess wat?? dat guy he sat in fron of us during e movie. so qiao??

after movie``

yujuan cum find me (( cos she got nuthin better to do =X)) den we go jovene's house. we played tennis. den me dolyce pushed jovene into e swimming pool. den esther and supanuth oso push her

. hahas. funny lors. den her house is like hmmm.. (((was there a earthquake just now?? or her house kana robbed)))hahas. fine*no comments* her neighbour was cute we played tennis together, hahas.. den i n him "fight "with e racket den he kp kana killed by me den he kp sayin "i rised from e dead" but luckily jovene dunno lars =X if not she'll nag nag nag.. hahas.

after jovene's hse.``

we go interchange to pass jun hong's present den tis cheapo... late~ luckily we oso late or we wait veri long.. den saw jia hao (( sec 1 de)) he veri keai kp call mi ting jie i kp call him hao ger. hahas.

den finally jun hong FINALLY come. den we go home lors.

actually wanna go watch e maid got midnight movie 12am but my mummi dun allow. xos 7th month blah blah... fine! hmm.. den realise i lost e monkey angelina gave me. its not even one day old lors.

all e unluckily things happen to me right?? haiz.. luckily i still got HONG JIE... =)) MEI JOO JIE =)) WUMAN =)) SIYING =)) CYNTHIA =)) WENG YAN =)) JUAN JIE =)) so i guess im not dead yet right?? *winks*

**[[[ happy xinjiapor day]] **

i didnt write alot dun say i luo-so((naggy)) le hors.... at least i kept my mouth shut didnt scold ppl... we habb lotsa fun today.. hahas.ppl lets do it again next time.. hahas.

i try to make red-white font.. pretty artisic aye?? hahs.

** sometimes i think im such a lucky gal although he's no longer by my side**

pinkie#O02 **

2005-08-07T03:44:00.000-07:00

i changed a new blogskin thanks to dolyce... *mwahs* nice??

to match my feeling now - s h a t t e r e d - which is how i feel now..

tears keep flowing down i dunno why.. how to stop it. will i back away e next time i see u??

im dead already cant fake anymore. dead.

i need to bleed to noe im alive.

am i alive ~

i guess its time to sleep right?? i will try to...

2005-08-07T02:24:00.000-07:00

im back ~

whee.. hmm. just came back from tampines mall. brought three new sports ***. hahs. pai say to say. anyways. why am i tellin u all tis. hahs. im getting nuts. hmm. watever dat tiny dotty thing in my tagboard say all u want cos i got e best thing of e world friends family although still no love lars. but got my darlink dolyce and dearest angelina can liaos. hahs~

WhEe.. my mummy brought me e mickey mouse pants im eyeing for. its 49 dollars.WAH..((close ur mouth)) its a three quarter. yeah!

yupp. tat cheer me up so scold me all u want in my tagboard. =P

den we go NTUC den tis little boy and her sister (( really little like 5 or 6 yrs old nia)) dey walkin around banging to ppl. den he go open e M&M's chocolate without payin den everything spill on d floor den my mum mumble say "orh hors.. boy boy ah run lars b4 e person cum" den he ask my mum shutdap say not he make den i say "tryin to steal and eat right?" den he say" WEI you dun anyhow say its open ok dun anyhow say crazy!" den he walk away veri angrily.. im like "....."

its so obvious he try to steal lors... crazy boy!!! argh stupid boy.. hang him up and whack him with a thick rod

den stuff my grandma's underwear into his mouth teach him some manners..

den came home.. my mum cook. BBQ stingray, BBQ chicken wings, fishballs and lady's finger.. nice sia..

hahas. yupp u guess it im gonna say "now u noe why im so fat its my mum she try to fatten me den laugh at me" la la la.

still can remember dat friday when i so sad den saw him at e water-cooler.

its e same feeling bahs like when u upset

den something happy popped up to make u happy.

hahs. okie im sure many of u get wat im saying ((right??))

yeahs... monday im gonna watch "e maid." with dolyce angelina siying etc etc... im not too sure who's going..

den i'll tell u all bout e story and e funny things dat happen im sure dere's gonna be alot with us a bunch of crazy freaks.. hahas. -_-"

im shattered.. he got stead le. haiz..

tryin to pick up d shattered pieces to stick it back..

although dere is alot of scars but i think im gonna be all right.. but u just hit me down hard again.. and im shattered into little tiny pieces again.. who'll be there to pick up those tiny fragments dat is scattered everywhere?? haiz... broken i guess...

tomoro is my grandma's death anniversary.

i miss youu alot grandma...can u let my dad tio 4D?? hahs. miss you.. haiz..

i dunno why e tears just came flowing down..

pinkie.#0o2

2005-08-06T19:49:00.000-07:00

some ppl dey just noe e words to

spoil my day =((

all right as u all noe i was feeling really happy yesterday. but yah,, some freaks go tagged my blog and scold mr act cute. wat e hell. who are u seh. i guess its freako ally but dolyce guess its cindy. whoever u r. this is wat will happen to u

u will pass ur o levels with a score of 32.
u will start to bald.
ur husband or wife will be very pretty
but after tat dey will turn out to be violent n got outside family and in debts which u will have to pay.
u will start to grow hair on ur face
and ur butt will grow acne
ur body will start to have spots
u tongue will rott
ur armpit will grow piles.
u friends will one by one betray u
something will be watchin u now..
when u are alone in e toilet be careful..
dun look into e mirror after 12 cos u noe tat thing will =)
ur life will start to change..
u SUCK

okies. im fine now. phew..vented my anger. ok. im going to tampines mall now. be back to continue. christopher are u sure 30 cm which is double e ruler?? kinda impossible.. hahas. hmm.. how to keep?? roll it up... =X

i'll be back. ~

2005-08-05T23:52:00.000-07:00

today is sort of a colourful day.

if u think today she confirm blog one cos alot stories to tell den ya lars u correct liaos lors. =))

firstly,, stupii vince stop hiiting my head im ((getting))taller than euu den u scare right.=Pp

its Qihan's birthday den daniel dey all decided to comb him today. whahhaas. (( it means to gang beat him)) den recess we wanted to pour water and flour den Qihan go hide in e office. den we go eat lorrs. den he come out i pour water at him den sujun tis smart and intelligent gal go pour e flour when im standin there. and *POOM* i got flour too i bcum (=o.o=) old in a minute. hahs.

den we go back class. den dey each person ((together)) punch him 15 minutes((its suppose to be 15 punches)) den i add in a punch too. =X ((a hard one.))

den daniel and Qi han start to buay song each other quarrel quarrel quarrel lors.. den hmmm.. ya. ask gang blah blah. den Qi han ask daniel to not run away after school den daniel ask him dun runaway after school in e end... Qihan ran away.. =.=" den he still ask daniel dun run away. aiya.. boys?? always tryin to show dey are veri macho.((but mostly just acting))

hmmm.den me and darling dolyce go eat at macdonald after school den funny we buy 9pcs macnuggets den i have try all e new sauces.hahas. got e lemon thingy ,wasabi ,thai and bbq one.i like e thai. basically bcos of e colour. hahas. and e wasabi colour quite nice i hate e bbq sauce cos of e colour and e sweet taste.hahas.

den after tat go back skool cos yupp got NCC hahas. but didnt see him. and e worst part is i was drag to do e empiring but i enjoy it pretty much cos can force ppl to shuddap or disqualified dem.whee~ den alot things happen lars.. very mafann to say but all settle e finals are 2e1 + 2e2 +2e4. den was actually very sad den complaining den naggin say wat stupid ah come back skul didnt see him den stll must see those stupid ppl's faces blah blah blah den suddenli saw him drinkin at e water cooler *faint* hahas. den veri happy liaos. whee``sha la la la la~

den after see him for awhile den we walk out e gate den disturb e stupid security guard again.he combing his moustachi so erxin ayes? hahs! siao lars. den we walkin to interchange we argue bout e hazeline cream its called "xue hua gao" den dolyce and cynthia kp sayin its "bai xue gao" which literally means white ice cream den i kp say its "xue bai gao" at least mine is better than white ice cream right??? hahas. we laughing at dean is abit retard den dolyce oso. cos after we laugh finish den she laugh den it became me retarded. haahs.

den when i walk up e staris e time saw a pair of couples.from st hilda's secondarri LC-ing away den i interrupted cos i nid to walk mahs. den e gal like buay song cos she's enjoyin it den e guy like veri pai say e gerl whole body leaning over den her hand holdin on e guy's face den she lean forward n continue to LC den e guy like a block.. den i came in. den my grandma like 5 minutes later came back which means dey are interrupted again.

hahas.

today is such a weird day full of stupid little things to fill up my day. =))) i think today didnt see dat disgusting creep dats why so happy. hahas.

go green~

\\//

pinkie.#0o2

2005-08-04T19:20:00.000-07:00

sigh~

So long didnt blog lers.not very long actually. just 4 days. sians. so many things happen that's why no mood to blog. lets see...

tuesday : we successfully rush finished e art project using 1 day 2 and half hour.. very nice. hehs. at least its e nicest. =Pp kind of BHB like tat. hahs. watever..

wednesday : hmms... guess e onli funny part is when i say bout mr chew's chew chew airline den yuki laugh like crazy e moment we say e word chew chew airline she burst into laughter again. hahas. den e scratch thing oso funny EEW making me feel itchy again hahas.

terrible day!!! argh.. backstabber hypocrite.. actually to be actual right.. who dun backstab ppl?? you?? dun shit here den. scram den u're a liar. hypocrite?? outside dere are more hypocrite.. sometimes if tat person is ur teacher or boss u cant help to be abit hypocrite but dun go too far lars. haiz. fine..ahems. its goes like tat..

someone wrote me and dolyce' name on her table wat dolyce flirt ah den me dunno wat she write.. wat e F ?? hypocrite den see us still smile =) wipe dat FCUKING smile away.. F lars. den dolyce walk pass her purposely shouted " O so lonely ah eating alone..?? " den she dun dare do anything den when we walk away she diao us. den she dun dare diao me and dolyce she diao wengyan siying and cynthia nia. she's totally crazy lors!!!! PLEASE MAN wengyan is jus a little gal dat didnt do anything!! and siying is INNOCENT cynthia is WORST she is NOT related to tis thing at all!!!! are you out of ur mind?? bloody hell hypocrite. den say out me hanani and yu juan's secret bout we dun like some ppl in netball. wat e hell.. i can jolly well say out ur secrets if u wan!! lets see who die first lars. bloody hell.. den training e time purposely come late den i punished them run 7 rounds den go complain me. but its ur fault AHHAA. STUPID pls use ur rusty brain for a second. stupid!! den during training keep sayin me ..brainless i got more friends than u in e team dey will tell me. =Pp and e next time u wanna write anything on ur table use ur FCUKING BRAIN at least.. cos i have more friends in tis school than ur fcuking life. with ur disgustin attitude i doubt u have many friends. and stop acting cute lars flabby cheeks. =P den netball go home myself =(( cos dolyce go home with her darling den dun wanna extra den who noes dolyce follow me throw her darling at e bustop den i listening to mp3 didnt hear den realise "aye my darlin behind" HAHS den i scold her ask her go back. den i pang sen her alone. =X

today : argh.. fine came to school with a sexy voice everyone askin eh ur voice?? why so deep.. im maturing i guess =X hahas. voice break?? sore throat plus flu lars. -_-"

den saw FCUKING face in e morning ALONE ALONE ALONE again. den i shouted JIAN REN((slut)) very loudly.. COOL vented my anger but my voice so sexy obviously is me. hahs. =.="'

den Mr chew show us tis really saddening slideshow called e "aging population" really very sad den alot ppl cry after watching.. yuki cry e most until her whole face red red de.. its something like" if i repeat e same thing over and over again dun blame me its just like when i when im telling u e bedtime story over and over again until u fall asleep.. dun stand aside and laugh at me when i cant catch up with e technology teach me like when i teach u how to write when u're young. dun leave me behind cos i walk slow walk with me like i used to when i taught u e first few steps....and something like tis.. den lessons continue blah blah blah..

skul ends. den i wanted to wait for dolyce cos can see C den realise she got her darling den go home with aNgeL lorrs but i raped dolyce b4 going home. whahaha ~ den nashiha ((isit spelled like tat)) suppose to help her but instead help me ((plus angelina)) which means gang raped!! dean's gonna kill me. Oh.. hahas.

den me and angel went to TM saw geraldine and sharon den we walk walk with alot books.. den nuthin to do..

go home me and angel take 291 saw jeremy and wai hong den take bus together den jeremy's chinese weak seh still wanna speak chinese hahs. den wai hong like cartoon like tat. lame until die. den go home saw chee ming king oso. hahs.

finally reached home and start crapping. den saw firdian's blog scolding me. argh. =P den go see his ex's blog scoldin him hahas. whee. life is a circle.. chinese's NPPA force to draw some thing to do with e horoscope's 12 animals den i chose mouse. actually wanna draw mickey mouse but got scolded hahs. =.= mafannn..

hmms. chinese test is not as scary as dey say larrs. but sian today didnt see him at all. !@$^I*(@#%^%***I%@%%&FH%^&$%^$%FDF$%&. hmPh!!!! fine fine fine. unlucky. im in love with tis monkey so cute. hahs. e wuman's one. so CUTE. hahs.

WHEE.. gREAt !! finally i hanged in dere tomoro is friday.. yeahs!! hahas.. =)))

arif came today hahas. he's so terribly cute lehs. hees.. hahas. like him.((as in friends)) hees. hmms. wat to say?? today is a not very happy day yet quite happy(( cos pig-faced didnt come))..

hahas.. something to add on. den grandma friends came and stand at e door shoutin for her i in e room pretend never hear dey stand dere shotu for like 15 minutes until my sister come out from bath say she not in. whahahs.. evil but fun.. hahas. (=0.0=) old people.. just so free

its time to say goodbye again.. see youu tomoro in school.. rudolph is galloping away. whee~ rudolph e red nose reindeer falalalala~

.....in e end i still cried...

2005-07-31T12:52:00.000-07:00

\\~WhEe ~//

today is pretty baichi lars.woke up at 0900 am. bath. rush to TM. then siying told me she will be late. how late?? until 1100 then come. yars bout 55 minutes i waited. then got nuthin to do stand at TM observe ppl. hahs. then dere's dis man counselling e boy like wah he dun allow boy gal relationship he wants him to concentrate on O levels den e gerlfwen comes and say i dun see wats wrong with a penis into a vagina. im like erms??? -_-"' hahas. then siying comes. we start doing den buy food we order pancakes den macdonald onli hav hotcakes. hahs. so pai say. den geraldine cum. we happily do. very nice lehs.den geraldine squeeze e paint den whoa~ e paint just piak!!! on e art piece. then we accuse geraldine i said " hey u !!! you must be jerlin in disguise right?!! hahas." then after tat siying let out an evil laugh den geraldine say " OH so you are jerlin in disguise" den i said"actually im!! den i pretend like tearin e mask away... so baichi lors.then its a terrible mess.hahs. den she dot a piece of shit-looking -thing out. hahas. have u ever seen brown orchid? den we go walk walk at TM. im in love with geraldine's bag den borrow from her.

saw cynthia at TM she said she no food to eat very kelian.. wat e hell eating at phin's restauarnt lors.den we talkin bout faces realise alot ppl got common faces like jovene look like jia hao,,, den jun wei look like lin jun jie...

then after tat go home around 0800. go coffeeshop eat. saw alot bicycles thot will see him. but nope just some ppl. den one of e guy kept starin, very scary.den got home. online. angelina say jerlin wanna apologise but scare i spread he apologised to me.((wat e hell??)) hahs. ignoring him. cos it might spoil my mood.

hmms. vince haolian to me he got new room. if i wan have new room. i will wan have

own computer
own hi-fi set.
own tv etc...
den e room will be very colourful de.
must have colourful bedsheets... colourful curtains. ..
the room paint pink purple orange. hahas.
the wardrobe one side for skul one side for outside clothes.
e ceiling paint starss.
shelf for my cups and medals. =))
one place to dump all e bags and shoes
pne place to kp all my toys (( bears bears ,, pillows...))
telescope...
toilet (( if can))
den my bed must be big big big.
table must be big.
den alarm clock must be small small (( den wun wake me up)).
telephone must be wireless. and orange in colour..
must gt mini fridge inside got alot chocolates+ ice cream. hahas. wat e hell?? [[[yingting dreaming at 1245pm]]

i wanna go japan and taiwan lehs. argh. i wan i wan. like so fun lors. japan like very clean hors. but stupid singapore like got at least ten ppl sweeping downstairs every morning.. i wanna go taiwan too.. !!!so fun. hahas.

soon. i gonna cut my hair and leave a tail like cynthia, dolyce, geraldine. whee. nice?? but my father say like chao ah lian. ((who cares? ))im happy den okie lors? right.. unique attitude mahs. hahs.

siying change blogskin again? ((very free aye??)) hahas.

i like dolyce's new blogskin=)))) finally ur wish come true aye ?? get to use tat blogskin lers. when willl it be my turn?? haizZ..

haiz. tomoro will i see him?? ((i doubt.))) ((but i hope.))

its way past time. its time to say goodbye...

**]]] i miss euu [[[**

2005-07-30T19:56:00.000-07:00

so netball recently. keep playin netball. hmmms. yesterday wasnt feeling too good bcos i quarrel with dolyce =X but i guess its okie now. ((right?)) we dun wanna end up like cindy like tat.

den online e time saw angelina. she said pris say jerlin says she's a hypocrite. then after 5 mins jerlin talk to angelina . and ask her is she with us or with him. den its like DUUH???asking e obvious. backstab ppl lers then still ask tis kinda things. hahas. after tat he said he dun treat us as friends in e first place ( me siying jade sharon jovene ) just classmate. awww.. so sweet we just treat him like a pile of shit. then he say he hate 3e6 and he say i veri childish ask ppl dun talk to him. hahaas. in e first place ppl alreadi nt talkin to him wats. since when we see him having friends when he treats every1 as standby friends only?? den he say he feels im a hypocrite lets see.. hypocrite is someone tat pretends to be morally good. im morally good. i dun stab my friends from behind, i dun larf at ppl cos im fat too, i dun go around sayin " im veri pretty !!" and i dun break promises. i treat my friends how they treat me. i dun treat any friends as a stand-by friends. i dun backstab dolyce, wuman, cynthia. so lets see him. he backstab vince, he says he's shuai, he's damm fat yet he larf at ppl, he break e promise of his stead, he told us his ex was just a conquered item.let e ppl tat have eyes to see who's e hypocrite lorrs. or later ppl say i BACKSTABBED HIM AGAIN. so WHA so kelian like tat every p.e lesson oso sick. PUII. liar. but i noe he surely is tell his stead alot things bout me cos she now like kan wo bu shuang. den he said i blew up e whole thing. i just merly told ppl wat happen and ppl kan bu shuang i bei bully wat. (horrs?? =P)

seriously i just wanna tell you. lets see who gets e last laugh. acting pitiful is useless. changing ur sucking character is e main point get it pig-faced?

today when to play netball early in e morning at simei. den got alot ppl... adilla and stead helmi, cindy, tomoko, celeste, syaza and stead, nani,maryam, dallilah, yujuan, izza, ain, tri, haikal, tpjc students.... etc. okies lazy to type.then we talked bout ally. how disgusting he is. hahas.very fun lars. hahas. very tiring too. due to e sun. then it rain ~`` whee. ate la mian. veri nice. haas. den drank coke float ate sushi. like crazi eh? eat so much. tats why so fat =X

sleep sleep sleep. came home. bath. on air-con. SLEEP. miss him alots. (but hu??) hahas.got a craving to eat again. glutton aye. whee`` aeroplane!! NDP is coming. bt i dun think im watchin e fireworks lers. cos dolyce got NPCC, siying got SJAB, cynthia confirm go with badmintons, wuman go with basketball, abel go with her larrs. haiz. then me?? go with jerlin lars. YA RIGHT.wait till s'pore snow.hahas. with tat pig-faced. pui. i think im stayin home or maybe i should go with central park ppl. hmms. ya ya ya.

i wanna dye hair lars! wat colour?? hair talkin bout hair.. i cut cynthia hair. its very oh my god. but its certainly cute. very cute. not lying. hahas. and she got a tail !!! just like dolyce =)) hahas. im gonna have a tail too. weng yan have a tail too. so we're gonna be e tadpole's family. hahas.

talkin bout hair. me dolyce and cynthia was serving detention(except dolyce not really serving just accompany.) den we dunno why talked bout "something".. dunno hu started.(( i think its cynthia.)) hahas. then christopher says his is 13cm ((isit??)) then i say world record is 50 cm den we realise its far too long! then i say maybe its 15cm larrs. hahas. ((should be.)) how to keep seh fold it roll it?? then wei dong walk pass we wanted to ask him then cynthia mumbled how long........ blah blah. den we are laughin like hell. den i say no no we just askin how long is ur hand. hahas. disgusting. den i say sherman watch a porn den can from in front until behind up to shoulders one. hahs. like real how to keep??

then dolyce scribble dean's name one whole bloddy foolscap den hashima walk pass and saw she scribbling den forced dolyce to show her den ask her wats her name like erms she's just scribbling her aiai's name nia.(( den i oso scribbling his name den quickly keep)). after like a few minutes a pregnant teacher walk passed and she walk like something stuck at her vagina.-_-"'angelina says she walked like just being fucked.=X hahas. she walk really funny lorrs. teachers ~are getting so weird ayes??

biology test on friday. i left one whole page blank e other page i answered bile ,fatty acids and starch. and the 3rd page i wrote water+ CO2 -> sunlight

-> oxygen and starch = photosynthesis. whahhaas. then myra ho kept e papaers den shout yinggggg tinnnggggg!!! then came over piak e paper on my head and i say i dunno how to dooooooo.. hahas.

whaa... write so long lehs. leaving. scram now. byes. =Pp

**\\//**

if the words dun come my way, i still hope you know wat my heart says.

2005-07-29T21:53:00.000-07:00

miss the old days where i have you by my side. miss the old happy days. miss the once best friends. miss all the fun. miss the sound of laughters. miss all the crazy stuffs we do. now its all tears and all misery.. flowing towards my brain. tryin to be happy but sorrows is overflowing. now e laughters cannot cover e sorrows. i need you by my side again.

haiz______________``

death is e last solution.

wang lao shi,.. i miss you.

haiz.. love is friendship set on fire.

2005-07-28T17:41:00.000-07:00

a close shave..

wats a close shave? its u about to tio something unlucky but heng heng siam in time in time. why?? today when i came home bout 5.20+ a bird shitted and e shit flew right beside me. like just nice beside me e distance is about 1mm i think. like in my heart im thinkin wat the shit??? wAh heNg sia..-_-''' hahas. but veri happy lars.

as i walking home.. it jus rain suddenli when e sun is so glarin so glarin man.. it rained bout 5 minutes its a short distance from stadium to my house. and im desperately lookin for a rainbow. hahas. which obviously there is none. but later i found my rainbow after e rain's rainbow. i saw jing xiang =))) he said HI !!! den i looked at him and did tis =Pp den he jus sadly say BYE. haiz. cant blame me right?? when i look at his face i just think of e gerl he liked 2 yrs. haiz. but he's cute lars. haiz. wat e hell. why he said hi?? purposely wan me to continue to like him? he's with nigel confirm smoking lars. but i oso in fault my friends keep fan him ((not saying dolyce dun mistaken)) all dunno him anyhow add him in friendster msn... haiz. he's still so thin lehs. poor thing.heart pain ~`` sian. haiz.

but e funny thing is.... yesterday i whole day didnt see C and go home e time saw jing xiang. today i whole day didnt see C again den go home time see jing xiang. isit if i dun see C den i will see jingxiang?? i rather dun see C den. heeS. still like him more. after all its 1 years 7 months 28 days alreadi.m0nths and months of waiting occupied with lots and lots of hurtings. living in a shadow of someone elses dream trying to find a hand to hold but everything felt cold to me.living in a nightmare. a never ending dream. haiz. its seems never ending im like right here waiting for him but will he ever find out??

**class**

today 13 ppl never come teachers never come its a wonderful day except tat e pig-face got come. so happys. hahas. we chinese last period keep kajiao kah chuan until he pek chek den slam window den e window broke. whee-yew-whee ~ hahas. funs. we went to took photos AGAIN. gettin sick and sicker. haas. mr chew told us a story. every lesson he'll give us a story.cos when he teachin suddenli someone called. den he pick up and say wat blah blah i will fetch u to e hospital. guess who?? his wife. den when he wanted to tell us a story he said his wife had a miscarriage. =(( so kelians. 2nd time lers. den when he said he looks like have tears in e eyes den he pretended to wipe his sweat but i think he wiped his tears. haiz. den he say pregnancy unsuccessful is consist of 30% miscarriages. like wow? so much. but he've got baby chew lars. hahas.kelians..

[[my darling]]

dolyce and nuggets sort of stead lers. all da best! but hope dolyce dun get angry for things like he dun wanna eat nuggets, he's not replying you, he's slow.. etc. try to overlook all this. and dun kp sad sad ur mood always affect we all. if you sad den you will affect us too. okies.

*``*__________________HAIZ____________________``**

[[ if one day,, we meet again will i back away from euuu??]]

2005-07-27T22:44:00.000-07:00

yEaHs.

hahas.all right isit obvious?? im in a good mood. although i fell down and e wound is like 1 and e half cm DEEP. hahas. anyways start with wat? class?? okies lors.

*class time*

yeahs. i finally pinch yong jie till his face swollen and he've got phobia of me now. -_-"hahas. basketball we play with ellisa nawal etc.. didnt enjoy cos peychyi cant shoot in sharon doing nuthin qiying hiding from e sun ellisa damm rough. so boring. argh. but alls fine cos tat pig-faced su jerlin didnt come (yeahs!!!!!!) hopefully he wun come tomoro. hahas. GOD BLESS PLEASE. so funnys. hmms. IPW den we present stylo. ranjit say our english veri good BUT OF COURSE lars is my sister help me do mahs. hahas.anyways.den saw 4e4 gerls crying asked wai hong wat happen den he say his class someone die cos run too much den heart attack die. den e body taken away. and he den added he's jus jokin which we felt like killing him but we havin zarinah's lesson so cannot lars.

pinch yongjie till blue-black.so chubby so cute hahas.and he cut himself in e feet cos he didnt wear shoe den got glass den i still chase him =X hahas. soRry. *hugs* sorry. but i'll still pinch u. hahas.

dolyce cry cos of him again. aRgh !!!!

didnt see him at all today. so kelian. haiz. anyways stop askin me who is him. i wun say one lors =Pp just treat tat e blog's ying ting and outside e reality ying ting is different okies.

* NETBALLS*

got scolded cos never inform teacher den ask e boys play. argh fine fine. den juniors asked to run 10 rounds. den some cried. sorry i noe we pushing u too hard. but dere is less than 3 months to train. haiz.hmms. den we play with badminton. neh neh. i noe u all sure think i'll scold right? ya im about to. stupid .. all e main players go liaos. play wat shit den i think we lost.. not sure. i fell down cos i trip myself while talking to someone cant remember hu lars hai miie!!. hahas. den everyone say is dean make me fall down. i didnt cry hors. i was laughin at myself so baichi.den cindy oso fall * POM* hard on e ground. im like so painful. kelians.haahs. stupid dean so tall chop off his legs. dey play like stupid. so lan hahahas. =Pp. but luckily dey got dean.

yeahS. den me and dolyce go take photo. so funny only two ppl. hahas. so fun. but e photos funny. netball photo come out my eyes so sore. ((cos i cried remember?)) den class photo i look like rudolph. but i like it. its e happiest i took not like last time 2e2. so fun lehs. wow i nearly say " so fun worss.." like eew ~ if i said tat. hahas.

coming home the time saw JINX. *faint* but treat never see den quickly walk pass. so sads lors. stupid angelina!!!! didnt come skul. make me sads. hahahs.

but today got ups got downs very fun. thinking of quitting netballs. cos really dun wanna make ppl hate me lehs. haiz. hmms. but really happy. saw JINX den happy got play with badmintons but SAD cos didnt play with NCC ((cowards)) hahas. and didnt see him. haiSh ~ BUT BUT BUT JERLIN DIDNT COME Yeah yipEE yiHaa. whOa.. wheW-yEe-wHee. yeAhs. so happys. hahas.

next week P.E play badminton. and i forgot how to play lers. hahas. silly old cow?? yars. right.hard to type cos of e wound. OUCH.

*detentiOn*

micheal toh saw me ask me why i didnt go detention. i just said HUHS I THOT U KIDDIN ((although i noe he not kiddins)) den he turned talk to some1 i RUN. haahas. =Pp catch me if u can. aiyas got to go da pian lers. tummy pain. hahas. to the toilet i go```

wait something to share...

*story*

e gerl like the stars in e sky and make a wish tat she can get a star from e sky. the boy knew about e wish and he noe tat only when a person pass away den will change to a star. bcos of her e boy turn into a star.

sort of baichi right?? but tat guy is sO good. haiz````

]]] i dunno how to choose[[[

2005-07-26T21:41:00.000-07:00

simply so

pissed.

why isit tat there are so many people tryin to pissed me off?

today is simply not

the day for me.

didnt see him.

den got some assholes which thiink dey are veri shuaii but actually a fat weakling which run lose to my granny threw a basket at me.

fat ass. sucker. u break ur promise to ur stead wat has it got to do with me?

break a promise yet vent e anger to e not invovle one?

sure. anyways i didnt like him in e start. u noe why? because

he backstabs his own BEST FRIEND.
he calls his BEST FRIEND a stand-by friend.
he's fat den he larf at ppl (wat the hell?)
he thinks he is handsome cos alot gerls like him. ((puii.))
he breaks promises.
he por(suck up) ppl with gang or popular.
likes to act cute.
our class got more than 7 ppl hates him
he is a weakling.
he bullys e weakers ones and por(suck up) the stronger ones
he likes to gossips even though he's a GUY. ((maybe he's not))
he's a super hypocrite(serious)
he's damm vain and not good-lookin
act metrosexual.
he calls one of his ex(not mention names) a used stuffs
he says he is close to jade when jade hates him (^5)

alot alot... now u noe why i hate him?? him who's him?? SU JERLIN. i seriously dunno why sharon such a cute gal wanna choose him. i now believed geraldine he's a total hypocrite.he's an idiot.

i seriously need to cool down

cos i just quarreled with a good friend over some stupid stuffs.i think i gt enuf today of all the nonsenses. im sorry.if anyone is pissed by me too. think today i acted happy AGAIN. tired. but im more tired when i dun act happy cos everyone will be askin if im okies.but they are jus concerned. i noe. i think im partly wrong for being so angry to u too. sorry firdian. stupid idiot.=Pp.

i think i will be back to myself tomoro.i will ruin ur world believe me. I WILL. dun play with me.i will play hypocrite with u. i will. u disgusting object. i hate you. we;ll see who will win.

...my whole world is crashing down RIGHT NOW...

]]i miss e old days[[

2005-07-25T21:06:00.000-07:00

.....haiZz.....

*Class tiMe*

Veri tired.stupid mr ranjit singh.me and si ying xing xing ko ko slog our life to rush dat bloddy IPW den he say he no laptop wednesday. slap his ass lars. haiz. today during biology go lab mahs.stupid jade.she take the hot water and pour when her hand is at e mouth of e beAker she just pour the boiling hot water on her own hand den i scream when its not my hand.hahs.den shorty bang look at us. im like HER HAND HER HAND.she's like one word "ouch" den rinse water. *faint* jade ah be careful okies. hahs. scare me to death.

*mr chew's stories*

he said when he was young his mother tried to commit sucide.his father midnight take chopper wanna hack him cos he came home after 6pm.he skip skul 11am at orchard watchin movies try everything except smoking. nearly got kick out of school.cool?? u think i'll believe him?? im constantly using my brains so try harder bernard. =Pp

*Netball.*

great i wore e FBT pants. so transparent. i swear i'll never wear that again okie. like so bitchy wear that pants. i prefer p.e shorts. aiyas. anyways we had a tiring day.damm. whole body ache like crazy. avinder's birthday den we played water again.den miss kaur caught us and pour water at me bcos i didnt set good example "wat crap'?? she just wanna play so she's lying.hahs.

haiz. NCC dun wanna play with us. haiz. =(( with jus had to play with badminton boys =((( haiz.we noe we are very good but NCC boys its all right to lose its a tradition tat u all have been losing to us. from ur seniors till now till forever.hahs. we use one hand lars let u all.hahs. ((getting abit arrogant here.))watever.

oOf..grab a bar of timeout or i might die of starvation. although i got more than enuf of fats cells but im so sleepii im worry i'll sleep here in front my my computer.im glad weng yan is ok now. got this strong urge to accept WL cos i wanna forget C. is it veri bad like tis? dun wanna go deeper le lehs.haiz.all of a sudden tired of everything in life. (am i going crazy?) got tis urge to accept e changkat boy to forget him. but its impossible right? like with e junyuan guy. try to stead with him to forget JX but in e end?? broke. i told him e truth. he go tell JX bout me. so sweet den ask him take good care of me. so sweet?? haiz. but love tis kinda things u cant forced u cant stop right?? haiz.

you noe right there are some gerls//boys when u all haven stead den treat u like treasure(baobeis).when successfully seduce//conquer den treat u like shit. u noe any this kinda ppl?? simply hate them.toy around with ppl's feelings.and u save up to buy him//her a present den he//she just simply take throw aside.heart-breakers. do u noe how tis ppl feel.simply h-u-r-t...Okies. and those liars. i dun like lars really. den in e end?? thinking how to express feelings. some ppl dey dunno dey hurt others dey think tat ppl are hurting them they're e ones getting hurt only. you hurt me hurt and threw me hard down on e ground.

when??? when will i find someone tat love me more than i love him?? never?? ete

rnity?? you dunno u're hurtin me when u think im e only one hurting you.

]]] one life. i thot a thousands deaths.[[

2005-07-25T02:44:00.000-07:00

eEsh.. just finish our IPW project.tired man. feel so stupid given so much time but purposely today midnight den rush to do.still got art project.fine i didnt do mr chew's homework.hahs.never mind lars.he wun mind anyways. *pull my back* ouch.. can hear e crack.tired. phew at least i finish all e project.

seriously hope i can play with NCC on wednesday =)) one thing to be cleared.i dun like dean u people mistaken . some gerl (DLHW)out there like dean not miie its dean wong not dean masagoes.and i dun like as in not tat kinda dun like is tat kinda dun like. get it?? as in like as in friends not dat kinda like.get it?!! get it anots???!!! i dun like dean wong or dean karim masagoes. (the dun like as in e lover type dun like ah.) its DLHW like dean wong not me. and again i dun like wei liang nor wei dong. okies? stop accusing miie or i will kick ur pi gu. =Pp

woke up at 5PM today.(im not a pig) cos i sleep at 6AM yesterday. tats a good enuf excuse okies.hahs.so i didnt managed to go the burst-balloon thingy sorry geok ghee. heard from Qi han its quite fun and ABOVE ALL ncc got duty which means... ARGH. haiz. its just not fated! fine.accept it ying ting. you're just not fated! ... got too agitated. anyways. sharon tis stupid gerl u still owe me 3 mickeys get it 3 mickeys !!

today my marmi cook black pepper crab and steamed crab, and fish, pig's trotters, and soup of the day: wintermelon soup. like hmmm.. slurp* get it why im so fat? who causes all this-my marmi. tat's right. its simply her fault for cooking all those food tryin to make me fat den laugh at me.

suddenly miss the movie " spirited away" very much. miss the touching story. its not as if i like to watch soap operas but tis movie is seriously so touching.. very. where to find such a nice guy tat love tis gerl so much? haku love chihiro. awww.. so sweet. since small dey noe each other and haku saved her life b4 its jus dey dunno each other. its predestined. isit seriously like that?? hmms. if tats so den why should we be striving so hard for what we want? to show tat we are hardworking? im wanna watch INITIAL D again.. but no time lehs. ma fannnnnn.. haiz. my whole world is crashing down. but thinking of e bright side. i get to see him again. =))) yeppy!

__when will i get to find some1 dat love me more then i love him?___

2005-07-23T16:49:00.000-07:00

Nice?? is tis blogskin cute or e mushroom one? im sick of mushroom ((although mushroom can prevent cancer)),.. must thanks firdian (yes tat vampire guy) for helpin mi put tis blogskin and wuman (mantou #001 )for helping miie to put e tagboard and song and photos. thanks alot *bear hugS* anyways.

its official im crazy. yes its official. i told firdian to help mi put song den i told wuman to help mi put another song and i fell asleep on my bed. when i wake up went to my blog greatest shock. two songs playing. a man singing "tau hui cham you tiao" den a woman singing "nebber be replaced" i chosed tis song cos 'neber be replaced" is too common so many people using it. mixed emotions. true..

morning told my mom i wanted a new shoe. she asked me to chose. [happy =)))]

afternoon she told mi wait till next week [cross >=(]

then i asked firdian and wuman help mi with my blog dey did[happy=))))))]

den two songs popped out..[going nuts going nuts~]

and i realised tat i haven do art project and IPW deadline is monday[dead worried]

den feel hungry....[feel =(]

wat a freakin good day.i should have gone out to be a big lamp bulb of dolyce and her d**n.hmms.told them to hold hands but i bet dey dun listen to mi. hahs.jade said he's quite cute.(im not talkin bout *ea*) its C im talking bout.[=))))] Stupid angelina no taste [=X} heeS.

hope tat crazi promoter not here again. or im going to be mean really mean.hmph!! im serious nid some1 to vent anger on anyway.anyways we didnt go TJC today.something cropped out. dunno to feel happy or sad.

hopefully wednesday we can play with NCC den can play with him (yeah!! omg =Pp) or maybe we can play with badminton (got my didi yongjie anyway). hahs.but i definetly prefer NCC lars.

finally im clearing up my debt and now i still nid to find 400+ to fill up tat hole in my bank.but how?? hmms. hahs.stupid lars.

** the hidden sorrow behind tat smile =))) **

2005-07-22T23:38:00.000-07:00

night: felt bored so came to blog again =)

just now there's a crazy guy standin outside my house kp promoting bout wat anti bed-bugs thing. e funny thing is i didnt even answer him and he jus went talkin talkin i didnt even look at him i was tryin to act deaf. den i went into the room and he'sstill talkin. hello sir no one is answering u okie? and my room even if got meal worms or shit lying around its non-of-ur-business. den my mother came out at 1st she was nice cos she politely rejected him. but he refused to go and insist tat we open e door. den my marmi turned mean she asked him to go away den he wan us to open e door " im not a bad guy u noe really open e door lars" im like"im not a moron seriously" den my grandma came home wanted to open e door but he stood dere and for half an hour he stood.

i cannot tahan le go to living room and say "" ah ma come in and excuxe can u go away"den i told my grandma "u noe him very well isit talk talk talk so much" argh and my mum veri cute she gave him a can of drink im like argh why give him. den my marmi say it expired oreadi =))) well i can onli say GD LUCK. hope u got enuf time to run to e toilet. idiotic guy so fan.. hahs.

hmms. fine. i finally noe who like C le. so its her.he will never like her one lo. cos he gt W le. (sorry for bing so sercretive) haiz its jus my luck.change timetable O god got chemistry on mondays!!! *faint* lousy mondays.

i just matchmake sharon and her SYF for e sake of 3 mickeyss =)) heeS but i bet she's jus lying. wun buy one. hahs. never mind lars im free anyways.haas. today seems so fst like as in it pass so quickly.maybe tomoro i'll go plaza sing and lavender with dolyce.anyways i nid to go TJC got match. yeahS. fun fun =)) hmms gotta let my sister take over e computer now the handling over ceremony is going to begin =))

_________________`` i'll neverr let u go``______________________

2005-07-22T13:32:00.000-07:00

itS yet another stupii day ~

yepP =)) skip skul today but i doubt anyone will realise tat seriously. hahs. haiz. i miss C so much didnt see him at all (cos i didnt go skul hahs) today he gt NCC and i cant see(cos i didnt go skul)=Pp . woke up at eleven bcos i needed to da pian. ate cup noodles as breakfast pretty nutritious right hahs. went online obviously no one is online. really bored. read e secret diary of adrian mole again. go over my friendster frens went to his account and saw his picture wif her *faint* feelin angry. lots of homework not done and crazy skul change timetable again. heard from angelina tat su ai rong(my chinese teacher) fell down went going to e toliet. pity her.must be embarassing everyone was laughin at her.spot is gettin smaller it might eventually be gone =)) . angelina's shoe is still with miie. haven cum out with e proposal.must be fool-proof. but how?seriously in love with rambutans now.yummii ~ thinkin bout the amount of money gone in my bank i think i might wanna strangle myself. my dad is bound to ground miie when he realise tat over 400+ of money gone. haiz. dead~ guess i have been speandin too much huhs? but i still wanna buy tat addidas bag which is bout $25. (realli nice) but realise georgina hav one so didnt wanna copii her.

have u wonder, if u wan someone tat is not tat attractive outside but so sweet and nice in e inside?(like e rambutan) or all sweet and nice outside but rotten inside? hmm,.. i thot i might one someone all nice and sweet outside and inside. =Pp. miss dolyce quite alot. i think we're better off like tis 4 ppl at least dere wun be one extra one always. =X kinda mean. hahas. but who cares. anyways. he look realli handsome in the malay shirt. haas (lor-so me.) all e rest look like shit.-_- '"

my grandma jus put on make-up and scared half of my life away.ppl tat saw my grandma b4 u'll understand why i said tat. she look like a crumpled leaf. =X check out e word wanton(nt e wanton in wanton mee we eat) in dictionary. haas. funny. which means woman tat have sex with any men. nice word? readin can be interestin at times. my whole world is crashing down. haiz.

]]] wait,waiting.waited.[[[

2005-07-21T22:24:00.000-07:00

**]]] racial harmony [[[**

hmmms. today is a really "full" day. alot of things happen.i came to skul and wow everyone is askin miie why i not wearing. cools. there are sum ppl tat wore sexy high cut sum wear cheongsams but ended up lookin like restaurant gerls. =Pp. so their clothes are so tight it might explode anytime. sum act japanese not kawaii at all. and when e best dressed gerl is announced tat act jap gerl beside is like "go ana go go wOO !!" but i bet her mind is thinkin damm it why she win argh!! you cant blame ppl for nt letting u win when u look like u forgot ur pants right?

den miie? i look like a peach a walkin peach and i look realli bright with e spot on my nose. but later i realise its jus dead skin can peel off. guess wat he wore purple and it matches pink. haas. he look so good-lookin man.(im nt talkin bout dean karim anyways) heeS. he's like whoa look good in everything lo. stylo.

anyways after skul we from art room proceed to 3e4 and cynthia is crying cos she lost her HP. den next door kelvin and miss EE fightin. i dunno to watch which side. but i watch kelvin's side 1st. so nice. den i quickly go back help cynthia find. have a hard time makin her larf. den blah blah den some realli nice ppl return e phone. see better cherish wats lost man!! haiz.

after we wasted 1 hour 15mins den we go TM take photos wif our stupii dress. hahs we look like freaks i noe. den i go toilet talk to sum malay gerls dey thot i malay. im a walkin peach mind u. and i forgot to add in winnie and jade really chio today. waa. winnie so pretty and jade is sexy Oo and nawal like a princess astuty is cute too. all's nice except miie. hahas. anyways. gettin abit sick of takin photo lately. came home with jackson. think might skip detention alone. its borin to sit there alone and oso to go home alone. i hate to be alone. alone!! argh -_-" haiz.i guess im skippin skul tomoro?? hees,.. tats it. good idea. but i think dad might pushed miie all da way to skul with miie still in bed.neh neh.i dun care act headache watever gastic oso can.jus wanna skip.=) haish_________`` but he gt NCC i wanna see lehs. haiS. so how?? troubles.i didnt have a proper meal i guess i was to full anyways. hmms. i cant go rattle on right? i guess im off to finish my homeworks and den wash dat peachy costume. =))

]] smiling make miie forget all e sorrows at least for awhile [[

2005-07-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

tHe seCret ~

haish_____`` so fan am i abit stoopid? to hang on to him for 2 years? i think sumonne is startin to replace him but i jus cant seems to let go. i think i will never let him go but i cant promise u dat u never be replaced. bcos i think im starting to let the memories be eraser and fade.. i dun wanna let myself drown in those memories again. why did u hab to let go of my hand in e first place? all the broken pieces of miie are slowly mendin but i think dere will be scars rite? will he be e one tat make miie pick myself up and realli happi? i noe i like to larf because larfin can make miie forget my sorrows.at least for awhile.behind every smile is actualli a tear. im not realli sad tat time i gt yellow form im jus crying out all e things i hab stuffed in my heart lettin it out. i hope he will let miie happier make every smile forget every sorrow. haish__``

back to normal first. water water~~ heeS.first its jovina birthday den its ayuni so crazi.den followin monday we still got sri and avinder's burfday. seriously i dun care if s'pore still gt water anots cos by tat time i guess i'll be dead anyways =Pp hmm. tampines idol i pity dem imagine picture urself in front of hundreds freak n still nid to sing. MAN tats disgusting. tat yaowen is cute *sHy sHy* hahas. tomoko is pretti lehs.wha so nice tis yr one nt like last year one so erxin. the 2 tat sing "lucky" is like erms i think brad sings better (brad is dolyce's dog) eew. haas okie im being mean here. watever la. but e rest simply well done (clap clap) yeah ladies and gentlemen ZARINAH confirm not teachin us anymore(next yr) yeahs which means we wun hav to put up any of her fake encouragment.hopefully we'll change biology teacher too.can u imagine im actually gettin hook up to readin. tis nice book-the secret diary of adrian mole aged 13 and three quarter.- nice bk. la la la.im realli poor recently jus bring 5 bucks to skul everyday. poor thing. =(( arif finally cum today. he's still dat farnie and cute. hahas. kah chuan top e class for chemistry. faint* haas.i found another mushroom family member-aslam he gt mushroom hairstyle.cute.=))

yays. today netball clash with NCC can see him hope can continue to clash haaS =)) but nt wei liang la dun mistaken. he's so cute(*******)=X so cool lo he shout den everyone must down he do push up so nice not like sum peeps jus do abit den cannot tahan he go all da way down =Pp. weaklings.hate boys dat are so unfit run abit den wanna die do push up oso cannot. even my ke aii didi yong jie can do it. haas.haven been eatin a proper meal for so long.everyday cum home all dead and tired to move eat aliitle bit onli e rest i will stuff myself with candies =)) tat spot on da nose is getting smaller.im not rudolph e red nose reindeer. hahas.

]]] happy racial harmony[[[ world peace______________``

**]]]] love is friendship set on fire[[[[**

2005-07-18T22:20:00.000-07:00

im in a good mood =)

la la la im not nuts im just happii. all e downfall have past finalli. yeahs. but not forgetting my 29 days detention. i skippin skippin until micheal toh catches miie. oO zarinah din cum today !! (yeah celebrations fireworks.) den e day pass realli fast. so fun.im reali beginning to like 3e6 realli fun. all e nice ppl in class ( angelina jovene myself jade amira aslam hidayat myself ayuni myself..) hahas. watever. its just a nice class okies?hmm,.. netball oso we are realli getting close now. like eg. today we play coconut game (i was abit fierce cos they all r too noisy.) but its sort of fun. den coach cum den we do alot alot starjumps which is stupii but fun haas. im lame.hmm. den he saw netball doing starjump so shy haas. =.= he's so cute la la la la whose the he?? its ******* dun tell u guess la =p (yingting acted bai chi on 18/07/05 10.03PM) etc etc dun wanna elaborate, den i pretend to say REMEMBER TO DRINK WATER im jus tryin to ask ppl to take water and splash water at two person 1. jovina 2.sri. hahas. so farnie. den i say one announcement already den i say pour water. and splash splash splash so fun so crazi den we sing happi birthday song. so fun. hees. next monday is sri burfday cant wait !! haha. some how we jus got closer. we are more united now. better. hees. stupii firdian nudge nudge irritatin =p my dearest wuman when den help miie make photo album? Oo. today seems so relac really its like so fast turn one eye den WOW three quarters of the year (right its pasting so fast really..)so cool. so fast. eew my marmi is forcin miie to eat burger when she noe i lub nuggets (=)yummy)!! aHh ~ hmm. yongjie (my di di) pls be back stop all tat depression? dun so depression get over it hurtx to see u like tats hais.back to the S-H-E topic again. she said ppl tat fold skirt veri er xin and jian and now she F-O-L-D her skirt?! eeW ~ watch ur words man.. say ppl say urself. hmm. never see e admin manager liaos i think i curse until tio le right? her asshole teared apart i guess. whahaha. OPPS *censored* i veri long-winded today.. today is such a nice day HEES =)

]]baby i love u i will never let u go but if i have too boii i think tat u should noe all e love we make can neva B eraser. and i promise tat u will never B replaced !! [[ sO swEet.. u wiLL neVer bE replaCed.

2005-07-17T14:41:00.000-07:00

seems like quite long i didnt blog.. where to start from? just start from today ba. i slept at six (note its six in e morning) and wat e hell downstairs a bunch of morons doin exercises. den e music is so so loud " 1 2 3 4 tats right and 1 left 1 right and up down...) wat e hell i nearly throw my television down.. tired man. so i got nuthin beta to do tats why online. friday my class went to e HDB hub. quite interestin seriously i hope my house oso like tat. stylo fridge got TV nice?? and e bed 2 yrs didnt wash hahas. cool~ i simply love tat. hahas. den after tat we went to take photos again !! yeah.. hahas wuman e yellow hair boy. farnie. like e photos. OOo. i forgot to talk bout morning. we ( me wuman dolyce weng yan siying jovene angelina sharon and esther) went to eat in macdonald.. den we slowly stroll down to skul. we reached about 8am. cool hahas. den sum *toot* decided to sabo siying cos she didnt shout e command. pls la.. if u have e ability den do it why force ppl dat dun dun have e ability? sum ppl even dey talk is like louder than ppl shout (me..) den if u can and u always like to attract attention here's ur chance wat?? right? and if u make sum kinda anti-ppl account. just admit it dun go around askin who make one. its like theif shoutin got theif. tats so extremly childish. and looks can be deceivin sum ppl like sharon look so bitchy(haas sorry sharon.. dua neh bu =pp) but actually help siying sum *toot* in front siying veri good but behind? another story.. haiz.. LIFE.. hmmm.. great now downstairs tis freaks are saying eew... my sunday morning !! aHHhh ~~ den my mother is like shoutin " ting ahh ting ahh cum see !!" i rush all e way to e kitchen and she told miie " look tat uncle tat PAP guy see he never wear pants wear underwear onli !!"im like " -_-" den she is like "c got wear underwear not ?" im like " dun pian tai la u sei nui. " hahas.. my mom,.. wat the @!#%$#%@%%@@!!$% downstairs is singing " the whole world is father hao etc.. " wat e @#$!$%&#*$Y^#%.. argh !! okie i go eat my tou sun le b4 my grandma fite with me.

2005-07-13T22:26:00.000-07:00

i cried...

i think im like so dead tomoro.. i cried..until my eyes realli hurt now.. so painful. haiz. seriously wat did i do wrong? haiz.. i jus climb into e bloodi class and took my handphone. ok i pull the window pane out tats bad.. but i din break anything!! and even if i die i think its non of ur business right?? tat bitch wad ever admin manager.. she blow e whole thing up.. complain to mr bang mrs seah mr toh mr royston even miss picca oso stare.. wats the big deal man? climb in took the phone put the window back,,.. and fine i got a yellow form but the worst is tat why the hell one month detention?? and wat the fuck half an hour scoldin session.. tat bitch.. i hate her. mr toh is so good he didnt scold me just ask me dun do it endangerin my life.. mr royston oso.. tat bitch.. and tat shorty bang bang. tryin to take over mr neo huh? asshole.. so naggy.. scold until i cry force me to say out is hu.. u think i'll betray my friend huhs?? crazi assholes.. accompliances? crazii u think tat stupii class got any better things to steal? miss lee so good she help me ask me dun cry for this kinda ppl not worth it so sweet? and miss lee say this ppl just like to blow things up it just happen to teachers too. crazi tat admin manager watch out bloodi bitch idiot i hope she will

choke when she eat
fall when she walk
run out of toothpaste when her mum stinks
underwear got holes and she nid to strip for some reasons
start to bald
her husband'car caught on fire for no reasons and no insurance is made
if she no husband hope she will have none forever
have a big tummy
her armpit full of sores
her whole butt got pimples
her face one side all acne
the other side all blackheads and blemishes
she will get diarrhoea whenever she drink water
and fart when she smiles
and etc... im tired

watever la.. bitch. u sucker.. u better be careful ok? seriously i noe ppl get sue when dey threaten ppl in blog but bitch watch it okkiee? esp when u cross the roads u noe those cars anytime u ight be killed and ur irritatin bitchy wrap it out im afraid u will be hated wherever u go with tat kinda face. haiz i noe i surely die tomoro ranjit is goin to kill miie!! cos she go tell ranjit.. she fuck la she hai miie dint take e netball photo.. haiz. luckily still got track. asshole bitch. argh !! i wanna smash something(like her face??) haiz.. my poor didi so heart pain he cried too.. haiz called him and he told miie he is okkiiee alreadii poor thing.. sumthing not that good happen to him. hais. he's so cute lo monday tuesday and today i forgot to bring his specs and he dint bring his art project den today i cried he cried too. haas, telepathy? my dearest cutest didi watever happens dun cry ok break my heart to see tis hyper lost memory guy cry. haish jus dun do it again if miie dun cry u dun cry too cos we're like twiny. wat happens to miie happens to u. haiz.. u noe wat after u cry ur eyes will be so tired so so tired like so heavy.. tat stupii xin hua (watever dunno how to spell) i dun like wei liang stop anyhow say!! i like*toot* hees. haiz. wish miie luck hope i wun get scolded tomoro!! i still got detention tomoro~ argh. haish..

]]bring miie sumwhere where there is no tears no saddness and let me fall into ur arms and never get up again[[

2005-07-12T20:38:00.000-07:00

its just tat feeling again~

do u get tat feeling tat someone is watchin u starin at u and when ur eyes go asound searchin for tat pair of eyes u found it. and.

tat pair of eyes quickly escape ur eyes contact?
u quickly turn away from tat pair of eyes??
u and tat pair of eyes look at each other for a moment..

i dunno if im e onli weirdo tat gets tis kinda of feeling.. but it sure doesnt feel good.. and guys i encourage u not to stare at sumone too long it will gives e gal a shiver down the spine. i dunno why when there are times when my eyes jus look around and realise like *toot* starin den he will quickly look away or *toot* will jus pretend to start a topic.. i dun realli like tis cos its rather disgusting. and its dense to do tat.. haiz i think i still finding sum1 tat is like him tat looks at me and give me a feelin tat i gotta breathe faster n my heart beats like techno~ ( i bet u get tis kinda feeling too aye??) he can just stare at me for veri long n i ask like wat my face got something or my heart thinking tat is dere a spot?? his answer is always so sweet and darling.. like nah i just wanna look at u longer or like i just like ur face =).. awww.. so sweet? but sum stupii guys just cant make tis kinda things out. dumbs. okkiee u may say tats too fake u cant say but i think tats so crappy.. if u dunno how to make a gal happii den pls! stay single!!.. todaii heard frm geraldine dat he is veri playboii i felt so sad.. hais but he's veri gd-lookin afterall. hais.. nuthin cums by just like tat rite?? todaii netball we lost =(( but its a tough fite 28 to 23. we tried out a few new players n my friend told miie im realli lazi.. lazi to move lazii to run. hahahs bt its a tough fite like wat for go so hard? =pp ok i noe veri irresponsible~ but tats miie rite?? if im nt like tis den im nt hu im. okkiee tis enzo guy i've track u down. heard tat u are pervertic tats why do such lame stuffs. irritating. im so dead beat.. still got chemistry test tomoro gotta studii ~~ take care to those tat have read tis(if dere's any la). remember u either tag and read or read and tag ~ zai jian!!

2005-07-11T00:50:00.000-07:00

< la la sia yu liaos~>>

actually.. i simply got nuthin to do.. yay finally it rain for tis few days.. miss the smell of the rain~ hmm.. okkiee ppl. seriously i dun think alot ppl like me so stop sayin alot ppl like miie.but im chi qing ok wun just anyhow fall for any passer-by like last time. hmph~!! haiz.. but i doubt he will noe.. argh.. health check today i dunno blind or wat hahas.. so silly the letter D i say until O den F i say M~. heeS. dumb miiex..! luckily still not short-sighted alreadii ugly enuf le dun wanna go uglier!! guess wat?? ppl i pass my maths test !! (claps claps claps~) okkiee i noe i li hai la ~ la la la.. 10/20 i win cynthia i pass and jerlin.. okkies cannot haolian scarly later God punished miie. went to read Zaf's blog and she keep talkin bout instant noodles make me hungrii onli ahh. my ear is okkies liaos i went to burst the thing den blood flow out. eew~ haas. but its nt pain now. hmm. today netball so fun we design our netball board and our jersey! hopefully can nice nice ahh everything.~ obviously im in a good mood no one is going to spoil it. for the last time im repeating this i will never fall for the badminton boys trust miies so can u stop botherin miie. and watever tis enzo or wat is if u think i cant track u down den u must be kiddin. stop msin me askin if im yingting i am yingting.askin the obvious.. verii poor spent alot money recently. opps~~ forgotten tomoro im playin against springfield sec. i'll report e game tomoro after e match. why isit boys are so interestin bout gals' figures? its like so disgustin rite.(well if u are buying a FHM i still wun mind at least u paid but we gerls are nt like one of those FHM's gals.) its just breasts which is one of the two round raised parts of a woman body which produce milk when she has a baby. which means its for feedin. and we are nto cows or wat why do u need it so big for huhs? and if u are so concern bout it den go make one urself and how does it feel carry two stuffs in front?! ok tis may sounds abit disgustin but its true. and if u like big breasts so much pls go home and and buy a cow enjoy it yourself at home. stupii cynthia she use her breast to molest my hand today eew make me so sad kena molest~~ enuf of all the crapps. now either u read and leave a tag or u tag and leave~ bye bye. have a nice day> wish me luck for the friendly match =PPP

]] i make not ready to accept anyone yet..[[

2005-07-08T23:39:00.000-07:00

DEAF...

i think im going deaf.. soon.. Cos my ear is like back to last time.. when im small my ear gt tis extra 2 veins.. den the doctor say wait for me to grow up den do operation get rid of it. Sumtimes tis ear will go swollen and realli pain even without touchin.. den after veri long like bout 7 yrs i think.. nuthin happen.. recently.. its back again. i think im going deaf.. when will i take tis operation? i dunno.. talkin bout operation.. geraldine's cousin got leukemia onli 5 yrs old.. i think.. its realli too hard for him aye? but luckily he found out early.. so cancer might not be the end of everythingg?(i sound like the NKF ppl aye?) haiz.. if i go deaf the last thing iwanna do is to listen to his voice and listen to my fav songs...

HaiZ~

2005-07-08T00:06:00.000-07:00

Mr chew's exciting story..----------------------------------------

okkiiee.. cut the crap. here's the storii. eh.. geog time he told us tis storri bout an incident in his army life. they have tis stoopid long walk. den for the first part they are to lay out every single thing from their bags and their bags is bout 25kg. den when they hav check all everyone is too pack and set off. and tats tis guy (lets call it ah seng) he's realls veri lazi and scare of alot things so he went to the doctor hopefully for a MC but the doctor said his not sick at all, so he have to join back the camp.. den as they have oreadi set off he can onli take the lorry for sendin their lunches one to join them.. before the squad left headcount 1 2 3...39 without him,den when he join the squad they are havin their lunch.. den (as he's veri quiet so no one realli notice him) their walk got three parts first is 8km second is 30 or wat km den third is 10km. so dey have water break for 5 mins.. den den they did another head count,.. again 39. dey continue. when dey reach the destination someone realise"aaye ah send wat u doin here thot u gt MC? " den they did another headcount. its 39 still. den they asked him when he join he said durin lunch. so its b4 they start den they realise one men is missin.. den they trace back to find him. den they could not find him. so they went back the next day they continued with the whole army whch is about 2000 ppl. dey searched but could not find him.. after one week they are at the wit's end so one of the sergeant went to tis old temple and the monk did some chants and den the monl said he noe where is the missin person but we wun wanna see him.. but den have to find him so dey ask the monk to bring them there.. when dey reach t place.. tat guy is lying down and beside him is all his intestines lay out nicely..

2005-07-07T21:12:00.000-07:00

itS sUch a wOnderFuL day wHy diD she have tO spOil my daY ??!!

wha laos.. make miie day spoil bcos of her.. im like so happiie today but tis idiot gal.. dig her eyes smash it on the ground and chopped it!! den slapp her face untill its even more swollen than now. NOTE its swollen not chubbie.. chubbie is like hanani which is cute okkiee nt like her.. sux.. hello its not we outcastin her okkiee its she disgustin.. say ppl bad things den now wat ppl's besyt friend where to find dis kinda 100% faker? huh?! realli hard.. u are the number one man most fake person.. tat smile.. Ooo simply fake until my hair's fallin off.. BUT i dun just let ppl spoil my day cos its my life. i control it.. i try to forget her lj face,.. den miie doll siying and wawa go take photos.. haha we kinda nuts.. took 4 times tis week.. den we saw geraldine jovene and qiying so we go take again.. hees.. rich ah.. farnie lo.. we saw tis ultra quick babiie look like a doll(just hairless doll) den i talk until my lollipop FLY.. haha.. i think without her im more happiie. no nid entertain anyone.. since she's so popular den let her be i rather just stick with my dearest doll and my great pals. she just go on with her friends(note*its friends) wow alot. big deal?! hmmiiex.. wei dong in tampines idol?! LauS~ he sO mani gerls like le still not enuf? vote for TOMOKO!! haiSs.. why he didnt go online le? i 'll talk to him next time(but i still hum ji..) haAs.. la la la.. dun get angrii for this kinda ppl.. oya aiyaa i wanted to say mr chew's storii.. lata den post again..

2005-07-06T22:56:00.000-07:00

winning is not everything..
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Looking at this tittle i think u sort of have guess i must have

Lost in tha match so im trying to say something to comfort myself
im tryin to comfort other teamates tat we've done our best CHEER UP
tryin to let u ppl think tat we've lost its no big deal its just the process tats important.

then u are so wrong bcos

we didnt lose!!
to me winning is important but its realli nt everything.
im tryin to comfort the losers~

its so like argh wat should i say? how should i say? remember i say we're going bedok south to play friendly match? and as the history of them had been realli good dey're realli nice ppl polite and cute but tat was the last batch. although not all of them are disgustin but most of them are.. like that eew GD she is so ugly and she's like actin as if she's realli good but it turned out? just a little puppy taggin me wherever i go..(hello?? didnt ur coach teach u defendin? and dodging? use ur brain pls it looks pretti new to me..) and me and the chubby gal hanani is like shootin and goal!! shoot den goal!! den tis freak just went sayin bastard.. wat scold us etc.. den tis her partner GK (a realli fat ass whick nani call fatso i call it a lump of movin meat) is like so blockin(as u noe the semi circle is small enuf den she's like realli takin up the space and collectin dusts..) she talk as if she' a pro but PUII.. oso nt veri good.. den dis fatso started playin rough scratch our poor nani and den use her realli gigantic breasts to hit us.. its like two kg of balls hittin u.. den tis ugly freak(GD) keep leaning her realli mini breasts on me (so-called defending but more commonly known as body contact. ) i cant help it(cant possibly ask me to grab it right??) so i elbowed it.. whew-o-whew.. must be like OUCH for her..? but its so mini i doubt she will feel anything.. haha.. o.. i talked so much but forgot to say the results.. its 18 to 39 lets see 18 times 2=36 we score more than half of their score..(clap clap clap clap~) winning isnt everything.. tat means they dun have to play until like tat right? one cry one scold us bad words one nearly fite with me one nearly quarrel.. if i may remind u its a friendly match.. why take it so seriously and dey dunno use how many different players.. almost all taller than us.. as u noe cindii is consider the tallest in the team and their team the average height is cindii' height.. (a bunch of lamp posts) no matter wat i think all the sweat we wasted durin training time has paid off... although we win i still veri upset.. its homeground.. its so stressed up playin with them all their skul ppl cheerin.. haiz.. why never go junyuan play? i more than happi to go. hahas..

2005-07-05T21:16:00.000-07:00

friends not forever??
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hah. time for miie to rant again.. so shack today( btw its shack not shag bcos shag means to have sex in case u dun noe) tired.. i thot friends are suppose to be happiie together...? friends are not venting machine(for u to vent anger..) i noe its all riite to like fa lau sao()but if u unhappiie u dun have to drag ppl down as in spoil other peeps mood too riite(well,at least i dun) .. show attitiude esp when pms arrive.. its not ppl fault u got pms riite and when u dun wanna talk to ppl den dun.. dun show dat bird face to ppl too.. okkiee im abit too fed up now. hmph!! is it our fault dat she dun wanna talk to us? must we go " hey hello!!" or put on those fake smile tat the KFC counter ppl have? for me this kinda temper 'll definetly u treat me how i treat u double.. u treat me good i treat u doubly good vice versa, okkiee we used to be such good friends but i think she have change alot.. she's not like last time so straughtforward she follow the humans' way of being humans.. to be fake.. as in to put a smile on the face but in da hart im like" ee.. look at tat face make me puke my big breakfast out." ppl change.. the most cute guy (i used to thot ) change.. my best friend change.. dolyce change( to less bad-temper) i change(fatter) but i noe its just up to miie to accept changes.. but im pisces so i dun realli accept changes..(haha excuses) i hope she'll change her stinky attitude and stop blaming others.. heh. now today i learn sumthing. wat is yours it'll be yours wats nt yours? it'll never be.. i dunno if he's mine but i noe i dun wanna give up now nt now.. and one more thing after yongli reminded me i decided one thing.. never to like a badminton guy anymore(as in stead??).. lost hope.now i like npcc hehs.. not in this school of course.. and i realli dun like wei liang stop putting us like couples and wei dong.. i dun even noe wei dong(besides knowin his name age skul sister is hu and class) so stop putting us together okkiee? la la la.. guess i'll stop here ? i forgot wat i wanted to say.. hahas.. watever..

(ting-jinx)= misery

friends cum and go onli true friends stays,...

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2005-07-04T22:22:00.000-07:00

UPS

Life is so full of and

downs..

the UPS ~
as i was sayin.. life is so full of ups and down.. lets talk bout ups first? todae i went to dolyce's hse..(b4 tat we were takin fotos at TM.. great fun!!) her hse sure is huge.. the backyard look exactly like changi beach.. haaS.. nice!! we had alot fun all the gossips and si ying and i went nuts.. hahas.. hmmm.. doLL sister got red spots on her face haas. her sister veri cutee.. den as we doing suddenli ben tan msg say JOHN CHUA in tong xin yuan(a show) den we larf so hard den angelina call and say the same thing.. dolyce say " my toes are laughing!!" den geraldine msg me say da same thing.. haas.. o john chua u are sure going famous.. i knew he is not a proper teacher dint expect him to be a kay-nei-fei.. haAs.. okkiee.. then dolyce marmi force us to eat steamboat.. we took our own sweet time and dolyce sister got angry.. (sorriee...!!) dolyce house veri fun..

the downSsz..

haiZ.. its realli pathetic.. i think i feel like u noe.. i can onli say" aiyoo.. why like tat? " in my mind its just full of " haiZ haiZ haiZzz!!" den in the heart its like abit of pain.. its like something pressin to ur heart.. get it? " i bet some of u do feel so right? " haiz.. okkkiee.. its official dat i like tis guy for one year six months 4 days.. and durin this time we do talk a little and midnite the time i got go down to talk to him.. (okkiee i noe i didnt talk i just sit there watch him falling asleep.. its so nice just to sit by his side not talkin yet we've like talk a thousands words.. chim ahhh..) his hand got tis scar i remember he accidentally cut himself.. haiz.. den its like he sort of noe i like him although i didn't say(its obvious i thot..) den we didnt realli contact.. i heard tat he got stead le. haiz i depress veri veri long.. den all my friends is like so concern(thanks gals and ah ben!!) and not forgetting miss ong's comfort. i sort of given up hope all the waiting is to a halt. den dolyce got sms him ma.. den he told dolyce he actualli alittle tiny weenie bit like me den haiz.. he said i too quiet dunno how i feel.. so tis is the moral " if u like someone dun wait, just say out.. u'll never noe wat he/she is feeling.. it feels terrible to hold up ur feelings rite?" dun ever think tat "aiya he/she surely noe i like him one la no nid say laaa.." or feel " haiz he/she surely wun like me i so ugly/fat/any other excuses.." or even think tat "argh he/she surely will reject me!!" as u noes"rejection is my greatest fear!! but at least if u give it a shot u will feel much beta the sayings goes"aim for the moon at least if u fail u'll fall on the stars.." now i've learn my lesson well.. i'll still continue to like him C= hu noes wat's gonna happen next..?

"i will be here waiting for u..."

2005-07-04T04:46:00.000-07:00

i counted the ways love had hurt me..

hmmm.. im going nuts.. so late haven sleep.. i make new account 2e2 account.. hees.. veri free? tis gonna a bit a short one.. i Dunne wat to write just feeling bore so i came here to rant.. i think u must have tis same experience.. haiz why she so lucky got everything - money friends family brains looks sports figure.. think God is unfair? think you are so unlucky? i guess me too.. i do have such stupid thots.. but come to think of it i have family friends.. i think tats sort of enuf.. but man is greedy.. i wanna thank marmi and daddi for being so loving.. and my sister to be such a good one(sometimes) i noe i suck in maths.. (im brushing up ok!!) i neva sleep in maths class liaos(sometimes when the weather us good.. ) i think must be my table feng shui no good tats why i keep failing maths. aiya.. i tryin.. heeS.. wha my god-stead abel so cute.. his picture.. i wonder whose tat gerl tat make wei dong heart beat faster face go red? (chiafong??) if u dun like tat person i guess u beta let go rite...? the longer u drag the more pain it is.. let go is oso an option??

one life i thot a thousands death..

2005-07-03T22:38:00.000-07:00

iS LoVe friendship on fire??

ok.. im back.. why isit friendster not working.. so unlucky just about to....(secret) yeah marmi cook tis special soup the fruits soup.. using fruits(obvious) and some seafood yummy tatste so sweet.. and hainaniese chicken rice.. yummy!! that all explains why i put on 1 kg. its the fault of my marmi.. i've been glued to the computer since yesterday until 3am den i offline till today im using it for bout 4 hours.. whahaha.. eye bags all cum out.. just went to read wei dong's blog veri interesting but kinda like compo.. haas.. missing out alot stuffs ever since computer got flu.. thank god its working again.. argh.. wats tomoko doing online offline online offline... haiya.. wednesday we gonna play friendly match with bedok south.. do u think we'll win.. so unpredictable mayb on wednesday it'll rain or maybe i'll break my leg on tuesday.. aiyoo.. wish us good luck la.. i'll cum report if we win lose or thrash by ppl.. afta all its my feelings.. wonder if there's any1 reading my blog?(i think no one will bahs??) hais.. he's online so long.. why he didnt go biking? opps.. i forgot so fast.. dun think of him.. wad u expect? wash my brain.. he just wun go away.. lalala.. okkiee.. i wanna change blog skin make tagboard.. who can teach me? aiyoo.. i dun think anyone will tag my board anyway.. hees.. yeah i can go watch initial D again.. my favourite edison chen!! should i give my sister the tickets aniway i watch b4.. hmmm.. lets see her performance if she treats me good or bad. heh..i think just like wei dong says.. we'll get abit face red.. heart beat faster.. and of course try the best to get the person's attention and to be at the best look if the person u like walk by?? hmmm.. me too.. i'll be veri nervous in fact i wun dare to look at him at all.. i'll just put my head down and no eye contact..(uh uh.. i'll die of heart attack if i look at him..) but the funniest thing is when he's not around.. u'll be thinkin" haiz.. where is him/her? miss him/her so much.. argh.." but when u sees him/her u'll be like" oh my god its him.. yeah.." i have been like using left hand right hand different colour different font to practice writting his name.. haas.. guess tats dumb? wonder if someone ask u if u like the person that u like(confusing?!?!) wat will be ur first reaction?
1.no way man no la who told u..
2.ya.. why? u like him too? he's cute rite?
3.huh.. who is tat? our skul?
i think many will chose number 1 rite? hees.. tats my reaction too.. few will be like dolyce number two.. she and her toady.. hahas.. although many ppl will say if u like just say out.. but it takes courage, luck and destiny to express yourself.. me? im the hum ji type so u wun see me expressin myself to anyone (heeS).. dolyce u go gal..!! she's the brave one.. is it if u dun like tat person tat person will start to hate u? i guess so huh..? afta all when he dun like me i start to feel depress, sad and of course hurt..hate him too.. tats like a year ago even miss ong ask me if anything is wrong with me.. but i think im all right now still the crazy kia shouting all day long.. okkkiee i wanna install my maple story le.. hees.. tata>>

Some ppl are like stars you can never get them or hold them u can onli watch dem from far..

2005-07-02T21:29:00.000-07:00

yay.. finally my computer is fixed.. no nid to sms like crazy and pay e bills like bull.. thanks dolyce help me make blog.. thanks wuman and dolyce help me upload all the things.. xie xie.. haiz.. i dun like(not as in hate) him.. why the ncc ppl keep puttin us together..? aiyoo.. i put on 1 kg now 50kg.. ok ok geeting fatter and fatter i noe.. ahh.. friday the reborn hair guy (alan the name i think..) sorry ah u reborn nice la pai say hors.. hmmm.. wonder how is jinx so long didnt c him haiz.. stop puutin me with him lata ppl thot i like him.. looks like being captain realli is not easy.. must be fast cannot delay must noe how to be fierce yet funny.. haiz.. just make bread withmy mummy tatse like biscuits.. hahas.. got to go eat e biscuits in bread disguise le..

2005-07-02T10:36:00.000-07:00

dots.. veri angry seh.. just now go prime supermarket.. den chester msg me i take out handphone den slip.. i act clever go hit den think it will bounce.. the phone fly... like half metre away.. stupid me.. den come back suddenli veri happy !! because.. i won tickets to initial D tat means i can watch again.. yeah ..la la la la.. gong xi wo gong xi wo... haha..

signing off...

steady pom pi pi..